Friday, July 9, 2010

Keeping It GANGSTA

I swear my headlines are catchy! My life is like a box of chocolates – you NEVER Know what you are going to get! I have no idea what I am doing or where I am going… I am just on a path. Last night I was watching 17 again; I always interpret my life through the experience of others. Mike O’donnell (Zack Efron’s character) was so upset that when he was 17 he chose his girlfriend that was pregnant over his basketball career. Basically, at the end of the movie he realized he made the right decision all along and that he just lost sight of it. Why because people always wonder WHAT IF!! They always feel the grass is greener on the other side and in turn make themselves feel miserable. Getting caught up in the EGO’s evil mind tricks! Feeling worthless when you just have to be HAPPY with what is going on NOW! I tend to lose sight of this all the time. I personally need constant reminders.

So HERE I AM FEELING BETTER! Because it is OK! I have EVERYTHING I NEED FOR THIS MOMENT. I am grateful because I am not lacking in any ONE THING!! I am fulfilled! My mind was playing tricks on me this week and I am happy to say I am out of this FUNK and realizing that perfection is in the eye of the beholder. What I see may be different from what you perceive and yes people may have more than you at any one given moment but that does not mean that you are any less than they are, just on a different wave length. My life is pretty awesome and I am EXACTLY WHERE I NEED TO BE!

The Universe has a plan for my LIFE and instead of fighting the wave I am GOING TO RIDE IT!
I am DONE WAITING ---I am MAKING THINGS HAPPEN!!!

INNER ROCKSTAR - ON HIGH

XOXO
DAFABKRIS

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