As I stood home on this glorious fourth of july, I had tons of time to think. On the contrary I tried not to think. I relaxed and watched the TUDORS season 2!!
For the past 5 years I have spent my holidays with Chris and his family, in the back of his house enjoying the BBQ his family has every year, with the fireworks popping in the sky along his neighborhood. The photo is of Chris and I when we first got together back in 2005. This year I remain home. I couldn't help but envision what I want my future to be. I obviously will not be back with Chris and I must say that it still hurts. I love that family feel, something that has lacked in my family ties since THE BEGINNING!!
I know what I want!!! I just still can't believe it is not going to be with HIM :(
I don't know what else to write, it just has not been a good day!!
DAFABKRIS
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