It is about to get REAL!
My inner ROCK STAR is LIGHTING UP AGAIN!!
I have eaten so much crap over the past week that I disgusted myself. I need to feel great in turn looking great.
From within so without from above so below!!!
MANTRA season has begun, the new me ... is going to spiral and manifest into a HUGE GLAMAZONIAN!!!
So staying positive is number 1 - setting goals and trying my best is number 2 - remembering to rest and let the world manifest is 3 - working out and meeting new inspiring women is key!! Allowing myself to RECEIVE and trusting in the outcome is 4 and 5 is going to be straight up SUCCESS!!!!
The new is manifesting as I type .... GOODBYE old ways that didn't work... HELLO new Kristina (trusting in the universe).
Sustainable spiritual diva ahead ---- please watch out :)
XOXO
DAFABKRIS :P
Friday, April 15, 2011
Tuesday, April 12, 2011
Continuing Ed - JUNKIE
As if my <3 has not had enough.... I am not consistently corresponding with Chris... ARG!!
His baby boy was born and I feel indifferent towards it all.
Anyway... My schooling is going pretty well. I am a continuing education JUNKIE!
I am busy all the time and slowly I feel I am approaching a passion.
I GET BORED way too fast!! OH DEAR!!
I have signed up for kick boxing, pole dancing and hot yoga... ITS ON!!
I just want to be successful.....
XOXO
DAFABKRIS
His baby boy was born and I feel indifferent towards it all.
Anyway... My schooling is going pretty well. I am a continuing education JUNKIE!
I am busy all the time and slowly I feel I am approaching a passion.
I GET BORED way too fast!! OH DEAR!!
I have signed up for kick boxing, pole dancing and hot yoga... ITS ON!!
I just want to be successful.....
XOXO
DAFABKRIS
Sunday, January 9, 2011
Double ONES are FINALLY HERE!!
IT IS 2011 and I will soon be turning 27! My how time flies on by; I remember when I wished to be a teenager! (YIKES) Now I am approaching closer to 30 and I am an adult, it is funny because at times I sincerely feel as if I am 19 or even 21 still to this day. REALITY CHECK!!! What am I going to do ? Astrologically speaking I am just having time pass by until my SATURN RETURN - close to 29. BASICALLY I HAVE 2 MORE YEARS TO SHAPE UP! This Year is supposed to be HUGE for me!
SO WHAT ARE MY GOALS?
FIRST of all, I need to be more about it than just talking about it. The world keeps on spinning and turning and if you can't spinning with it you will be reading yesterday's new instead of being a part of TODAY's!
Health of course is also on the map - I want to transform myself-- MIND, BODY and SPIRIT. All my other goals just fall beneath these categories.
EXPAND MY MIND! LEARN AS MUCH AS I CAN - MEET AS MANY HELPFUL PPL AS I CAN AND EXPAND MY HORIZONS!!
TRANSFORM MY BODY! reshape my image and the one's involved in supporting my image! If you aren't supporting KRISTINA.. YOU NEED TO GO.. NO QUESTIONS!
UPLIFT MY SPIRIT! As many know this past year my heart has been broken and I am still working on patching up the pieces. BUILDING MY CONFIDENCE and JUST ENHANCING KRISTINA!
XOXO AS I SHAKE MY TAIL FEATHER :P
DAFABKRIS
SO WHAT ARE MY GOALS?
FIRST of all, I need to be more about it than just talking about it. The world keeps on spinning and turning and if you can't spinning with it you will be reading yesterday's new instead of being a part of TODAY's!
Health of course is also on the map - I want to transform myself-- MIND, BODY and SPIRIT. All my other goals just fall beneath these categories.
EXPAND MY MIND! LEARN AS MUCH AS I CAN - MEET AS MANY HELPFUL PPL AS I CAN AND EXPAND MY HORIZONS!!
TRANSFORM MY BODY! reshape my image and the one's involved in supporting my image! If you aren't supporting KRISTINA.. YOU NEED TO GO.. NO QUESTIONS!
UPLIFT MY SPIRIT! As many know this past year my heart has been broken and I am still working on patching up the pieces. BUILDING MY CONFIDENCE and JUST ENHANCING KRISTINA!
XOXO AS I SHAKE MY TAIL FEATHER :P
DAFABKRIS
Thursday, December 16, 2010
FLESH GETS WEAK
It is about Forgiveness – but to WHOM and for WHAT?
My mind tends to play tricks on me. My mind (the ego) tends to lean more towards pain rather than HAPPINESS.
My life is not bad; I must say I am not down in a ditch; I just have this battle within myself.
I am struggling through marsh land, each step lifted is a strain.
I continue to allow Chris into my life knowing he only brings me pain. Why am I so concerned with his actions? His life?
Ultimately I have found this to be the ANSWER -> I am INSECURE. I somehow feel like a loser as if I am missing out on something with Chris. Anyone who has met me and even slightly knows my story tells me that he will regret it later. And he apologized but somehow still the fact that he has moved on. The fact that he doesn’t want me back but implants hope in my mind – is just TORMENTING MY SOUL!
The fact of the matter is that I WAS NOT HAPPY! I began to have Anxiety attacks and I know deep down to the depths of my soul that I DESERVE better and I keep settling and that stems from insecurity.
My new motto is HEART OVER FLESH. The flesh yearns for certain pleasures – worldly pleasures whereas the Heart is satisfied with simple joys!
I cannot WAIT to write down I am THE ISH and believe it WHOLE HEARTEDLY!
I cannot Wait to feel Ultimately Powerful over my life and my decisions.
THE JOURNEY CONTINUES… and the NEW PATH STARTS NOW!
xoxo
DAFABKRIS
My mind tends to play tricks on me. My mind (the ego) tends to lean more towards pain rather than HAPPINESS.
My life is not bad; I must say I am not down in a ditch; I just have this battle within myself.
I am struggling through marsh land, each step lifted is a strain.
I continue to allow Chris into my life knowing he only brings me pain. Why am I so concerned with his actions? His life?
Ultimately I have found this to be the ANSWER -> I am INSECURE. I somehow feel like a loser as if I am missing out on something with Chris. Anyone who has met me and even slightly knows my story tells me that he will regret it later. And he apologized but somehow still the fact that he has moved on. The fact that he doesn’t want me back but implants hope in my mind – is just TORMENTING MY SOUL!
The fact of the matter is that I WAS NOT HAPPY! I began to have Anxiety attacks and I know deep down to the depths of my soul that I DESERVE better and I keep settling and that stems from insecurity.
My new motto is HEART OVER FLESH. The flesh yearns for certain pleasures – worldly pleasures whereas the Heart is satisfied with simple joys!
I cannot WAIT to write down I am THE ISH and believe it WHOLE HEARTEDLY!
I cannot Wait to feel Ultimately Powerful over my life and my decisions.
THE JOURNEY CONTINUES… and the NEW PATH STARTS NOW!
xoxo
DAFABKRIS
Tuesday, September 28, 2010
THIS LOVE HAS TAKEN ALL OF MY ENERGY
I have so much on my mind. Literally on a bit of an overload so I wanted to jot it down.
I have so much on my mind. All I want is to end all this mental noise. I am such a planner, I literally plan on when to begin and estimate how long it will take me to grab my VICTORY at the finish line.
This week or shall I say these past few weeks have been a bit overwhelming. Something is in the air I tell you!
I have been thinking about Chris and it is really upsetting me. I am trying to force this man out of my thoughts, out of my heart and the more I resist the more he appears. My habit is resistance. Yesterday I had so much to say on this topic and yet today, not so much.
Moving on… this morning began extremely off track. I was so upset. I wish I could click my heels and be where I want to be. I do not like working hard, I can but I usually don’t. Things that come so natural to others seem to be so difficult for me to understand.
Like my passions. I have no idea what my passions are, at times I feel so blah and I am trying to find that energy source within myself so frequently that it may be right up in my face, yet I cannot see it.
MY MIND IS CLOGGED RIGHT NOW… BE BACK LATER…
DAFABKRIS
XOXO
I have so much on my mind. All I want is to end all this mental noise. I am such a planner, I literally plan on when to begin and estimate how long it will take me to grab my VICTORY at the finish line.
This week or shall I say these past few weeks have been a bit overwhelming. Something is in the air I tell you!
I have been thinking about Chris and it is really upsetting me. I am trying to force this man out of my thoughts, out of my heart and the more I resist the more he appears. My habit is resistance. Yesterday I had so much to say on this topic and yet today, not so much.
Moving on… this morning began extremely off track. I was so upset. I wish I could click my heels and be where I want to be. I do not like working hard, I can but I usually don’t. Things that come so natural to others seem to be so difficult for me to understand.
Like my passions. I have no idea what my passions are, at times I feel so blah and I am trying to find that energy source within myself so frequently that it may be right up in my face, yet I cannot see it.
MY MIND IS CLOGGED RIGHT NOW… BE BACK LATER…
DAFABKRIS
XOXO
Friday, September 17, 2010
Broken Heart to Renewed BEING !
What a wonderful day to wake up and Know that you are ALIVE!!
Today marks ONE YEAR of my breakup with Mr. Rivera. It has been filled with a world wind of emotions and Many Highs and Many LOWS. ALL in ALL I am thankful. I am so Thankful I could cry J My heart is healing, I am surrounded by some of the greatest people and personalities I have ever met. I cannot wait to see what is in store for me. My growth is noticeable and magnificent. When I see my reflection in the mirror it is one to be proud of; one to be admired. My words are ones that are powerful and worthy to be heard. I am WOMAN HEAR ME ROAR!!
I stand TALL AND STRONG. Filled with Smiles, filled with Knowledge, filled with Experience and the best part is filled with Love.
My HEART was once closed and NOW a BRIGHT light SHINES Through.
My LIFE was once filled with pain and sorrow and NOW it is filled with LOVE.
My MIND was once filled with negative thoughts and NOW it is open to an everlasting SUPREME REALITY… A reality that I am MANIFESTING.
ALL POWER IS NOW… ONLY NOW MATTERS à Most of all ONLY LOVE IS REAL !!
All the negativity that floats around in this world are illusions to keep us from REALITY and REALITY is NOW. You are LIVING and BREATHING IN REALITY …. NOW!!!!
PEACE AND LOVE!!!
XOXO
DAFABKRIS
Today marks ONE YEAR of my breakup with Mr. Rivera. It has been filled with a world wind of emotions and Many Highs and Many LOWS. ALL in ALL I am thankful. I am so Thankful I could cry J My heart is healing, I am surrounded by some of the greatest people and personalities I have ever met. I cannot wait to see what is in store for me. My growth is noticeable and magnificent. When I see my reflection in the mirror it is one to be proud of; one to be admired. My words are ones that are powerful and worthy to be heard. I am WOMAN HEAR ME ROAR!!
I stand TALL AND STRONG. Filled with Smiles, filled with Knowledge, filled with Experience and the best part is filled with Love.
My HEART was once closed and NOW a BRIGHT light SHINES Through.
My LIFE was once filled with pain and sorrow and NOW it is filled with LOVE.
My MIND was once filled with negative thoughts and NOW it is open to an everlasting SUPREME REALITY… A reality that I am MANIFESTING.
ALL POWER IS NOW… ONLY NOW MATTERS à Most of all ONLY LOVE IS REAL !!
All the negativity that floats around in this world are illusions to keep us from REALITY and REALITY is NOW. You are LIVING and BREATHING IN REALITY …. NOW!!!!
PEACE AND LOVE!!!
XOXO
DAFABKRIS
Wednesday, August 11, 2010
Does GOD HAVE A PLAN – IS IT MISERY?
What the heck is my purpose in this life? I feel like a LOST SOUL! And No I didn’t intend on re–emphazing the title of my blog; this is exactly how I FEEL.
My life seems to go through major ups and downs. One minute I am flying high then I get HIT with BOMBS and DOWN I GO!
Major bombs of last week –
CHRIS --- Is anyone that reads my Blog remotely surprised that HE IS CONSTANTLY THE BOMB???
So basically – HE is HAVING A BABY!
I am not even going to touch on the back and forth we shared.
THAT IS ALL I HAVE TO SAY… CHRIS is now IN LOVE! HAVING A BABY and the HAPPIEST HE HAS EVER BEEN….
THE END….
DAFABKRIS
My life seems to go through major ups and downs. One minute I am flying high then I get HIT with BOMBS and DOWN I GO!
Major bombs of last week –
CHRIS --- Is anyone that reads my Blog remotely surprised that HE IS CONSTANTLY THE BOMB???
So basically – HE is HAVING A BABY!
I am not even going to touch on the back and forth we shared.
THAT IS ALL I HAVE TO SAY… CHRIS is now IN LOVE! HAVING A BABY and the HAPPIEST HE HAS EVER BEEN….
THE END….
DAFABKRIS
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